you cant imagine how much better i feel after reading knowing this that i am not crazy and this isnt my fault i can "just get over it" my whole life i have been emotional wreck lately though i feel like i am going to crack and every day something adds on to the load i already have. i have major break down at least twice a month i cant take this much longer luckly i am see a specialist for this first time this month and i am going to make her sit a listen to every thing i have to say and make her under stand that this can not go on any longer i need help. a weight has been lifted knowing that there are others out there and this isnt something i can help i was born this way. |