Hi Gina,
Thankyou thankyou thankyou for your response. I dont think I have ever been that open and honest about the way that I am feeling, and to tell you the truth, I woke up this morning feeling that although my problems are not any closer to being solved, I felt like I had got alot of my chest.
I went to see Hollywood fertility clinic 2 years ago, back then I weight 124kgs, and the lady said to me in a round about way, 'come back in 6 months when you weigh 89kgs, that will be $220 thanks alot'.
So I paid her the money for her rediculous 20 mins, and walked out the door completely squashed. I vowed that I would not go to be treated by a clinic again as this was the third time that I had lost weight and gone back and recieved the same crap with the same bill only more each time. I go a prescription from my GP a year later and fell pregnant, only to lose the baby, as I said in previous post.
I am currently seeing Dr Whiteside who deals with your body as a whole, treating with pure progesterone and other hormones.
I am currently on an anti-depressant, 1600mg metformin, and 200mg of Progesterone which I am starting again after not taking it for a while.
I am south of the river.
I have felt for so long, that no matter which way I go, no matter what I do, its all still just going to cost me a fortune, and cost me even more emotionally, and I am just not strong enough anymore. You know?
Herbalists, Homeopaths, Naturopaths, what ever, you name it I have tried it, and all for nothing. Now I am just whinging...LOL. I will stop now.
thankyou once again for your reply, I do so appreciate it.
Hayley |