Hey Everyone, it's been a while since I posted. Life has been very busy. I just found out that a very close relative is pregnant again. I know I should be thankful that I have a healthy beautiful little boy, But I am so jealous, I guess because i had the 2 miscarriages after having a healthy pregnancy. I know I shoudln't be feeling this way..I should be very happy for them, but I am so upset. Am I being too selfish?? I am hoping to start trying again, in the next couple of months, but I am so afraid I will end up with another m/c. She is the type of person, that when I am in her company that that seems to be all she talks about is her pregnancy, she can be very insensitive sometimes. I almost feel like she rubs it in that she is pregnant again. Please tell me I am not nuts in feeling this way. |