Juststartn--I agree with you wholeheartedly! I have two boys who were stillborn but born still, one is January of this year and the second 6 months later in July. I have had to deal with the fact being able to get pg with these two babies was a blessing, to be able to feel them move inside me and everything. But losing them was even harder and I asked why! I thought that maybe I would have preferred to never be pg, because it felt so cruel to me to be able to carry these babies just to lose them. But I have realized that my children changed me for the better, they have opened my eyes to many things that were not really significant that I used to fret over.
It is hard but I know my Sons are in a better place, where no one will ever hurt them and they get to be with the Lord always! I don't think I could ask for anything more than that!
You all are in my prayers!
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DSD (11) & DSS (9)
Alton "Tre' " Bernard III 22w0d: 01/12/08 - 01/12/08
Walter Renoid 19w5d: 07/03/08 - 07/03/08
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