laurenena

So I've posted my whole medical issues elsewhere...but here I am venting my emotional ones...I am a woman that has ALWAYS dreamt of the big family. Since I am a lesbian, I knew that it would entail more work than the "old fashioned way" and was totally okay with that. IVF, AI, etc. But last month my doctor told me I have PCOS, and now I just feel like it's one more monkey wrench. I am not TTC yet, I'm years from that point (I am 25). So I am trying to not have anxiety over the issue....but it's all I can think about. Seriously. I just feel like there are such obstacles to overcome. And I don't even KNOW if I can ovulate. Unlike most PCOS-ers I have my period twice every month (naturally) so I don't know if this is a good thing? Could mean I'm ovulating? I want answers NOW, but I don't know if that's possible since I'm not ready to TTC.
Is anyone else going through this? Or went through it?