Kimmy~ Thanks for the positive thoughts but I am sure we will not be chosen we could not justify spending $800.00 for a maybe you might get matched situation and our homestudy expires in January so I guess the adoption option for me is over for awhile
Jordan~I'm glad your dad gave you the money to help with your adoption, I brought my little boy home @ 8 days old and could not be happier with that choice. The little boy I was looking @ adopting was 8 months older than Matthew so I felt it would be great for them to grow up having each other, being so close in age and actually physically resembled each other. I enquired about MANY children from the state website was told they have been matched but the pics are still online saying they are available when I call back and ask why they say because the person in charge of updating the system does not always getting around to doing it. There was this one little boy I was interested in called several times and always got the same response he was already matched but his picture remained for almost a year before they removed it!
Megan~ Congrats on your little girl
and THANK YOU for those encouraging words. I keep telling myself that same thing everything happens for a reason. I have NEVER gotten AF without provera (I'm almost 30) and over the past few months there has been signs of my body trying to regulate itself (spotting every few weeks for the past few months) so hopefully God will bless me with my own biological baby one day if not we will just have to accept that God has given us what he has chosen to and be grateful we have a HAPPY, HEALTHY, VERY ACTIVE little boy
Thanks again I feel alot better hearing your story and sorry about the birthmother changing her mind you sound like you would have been an excellent mom for the baby.