Oh, my, you are far from being alone!!! I have those feelings over and over again... I have not yet adopted any children, but hubby and I are in the beginning stages of talking about it - My sister, on the other hand, who has a new boyfriend every week has just announced that she is probably pregnant with her second child... UGH!!!!! It's so not fair... I love my sister dearly, but the way she and her boyfriend yell and curse at that child is far from good parenting. You don't know how many nights I cry and ask God why, but there is a purpose... It's hard to heal from the scars that infertility leaves, but one thing I do know is that God is healer! ... even when it comes to matters of the heart. |