We have had one ivf 2 iui with clomid, 2 with femara and 1 iui with injectables. Right now i am goint through the tww but in my heart i dont feel like anything is going on special inside of me. I am just having a hard time because although we have the money to spend on it, who wants to keep putting it down the drain. Its so hard not knowing if it will EVER work. I am 24 and my partner is 30 and she's not getting any younger. She has wanted a child for a very long time now. My partner has no interest in carrying but one day we would like to use her eggs. But if I cant even get preg with mine, what good am i? I really feel bad about myself because of this and I know nothing is going to fix it unless i ever do get preg. I think I will always feel inadequate. I have prayed so hard and taken all that medicine and now I am just feeling like God must not think Im worthy enough. I am just wondering is there anyone who has some encouraging words to say or some helpful information.
