First, to the original poster, honey, I ask that question every day, but I have also realized that there will come a point in your life when although it hurts and sometimes you are angry, you will move from self pity and become proactive. Why did God give you this uncurable and seemingly curse... because he knew you could handle it! You are much stronger than you know... If you need a shoulder or somoene to talk to, lean on your cysters... We all know how hard it is...
To Goddess, I will not argue or debate the isssue of whether God exist with you, but I do sense that you are very hurt over what has happened in your life... even before PCOS... As I stated before (and this is not a belief, but what I know) sometimes, we are given situations to deal with because we have the strength to endure them... God does care about what you're going through... I read each line of your post and could give you an answer to each line, but that's not what this is about... it's about your own heart's condition and the hurt you feel... I can sense, you too have asked the question, "why?" to God. I am praying sincerley for you - that you will be healed from the hurts of your past and that you will once again know what it feels like to be loved by the almighty God and comforted in his presence.... Don't take this as a debate, but as a prayer of care and concern. If you ever need someone to reach out to... I will be here!
To the both of you... be encouraged! Know that you are not on your own and you are stronger than you know! |