hi hun, just want to let you know that u are NOT alone here.
im 23 too, and i can relate to your story very very much!
i was diagnosed last month dec. 08
although i always knew something was wrong with my body since i was about 14
but not having medical insurance is a big problem for me. anyways im overweight too im 5'7 & i weigh 210 lbs. i look horrible i carry most of the weight in my back & stomach. but my legs, thighs, arms, & butt are thin.. so you can imagine how i look LOL i have acne too & a little facial hair but mostly on my chin and neck is where the hair comes in. not to mention all the pain i get because i also have Endometriosis along with PCOS & Infertility. it sucks! i feel like i've been cursed sometimes. but i have hope & faith and trust in god to help me through this tough time. its so depressing & yep i hate myself too, i have very low self esteem and it effects my everyday life! i dont even like to go out anymore. i've been praying & praying for a baby the last couple years & a negative test is all i get. i feel like i have no future you know? every woman wants to get married & have children & have a good life with a famliy, atleast i know i do! but i just pray that i get insurance & get the help i deserve. thats all i can do. but just want you to know your NOT alone & everyone is so sweet on this site & helpful, if you ever need to talk just message me ok! i could use a good talk as well lol. hope everything goes good for you Today Tomorrow & Future! you've got my blessings. |