I just read your post and I know exactly how you feel. Everyone else tells me that it isn't as bad as I think it is, but they have no idea what its like to feel this way. I too have all these symptoms and am the same way (no insurence & no more BC means all the prgress that had been made is gone.) My insecurities seem to rule most of my day to day activities, and when I look in the mirror, I don't feel like I should be that person I see.
Have you ever tried using cream hair removal though (like sally hansen facial hair removal cream)? It still isn't strong enough for some of the thickest- but it saves some time for me. the worst is looking in the mirror seeing something that you forgot. then, wondering if people are noticing?
its hard not to feel alone in this struggle... but know tha tyou're not! It gives me hope when I see success stories from others. I can only hope I can find this peace. I hope the same for you too!
Have a great day!
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Cyster_seven
join date: 1-10-09
age: 26
diagnosed: 2005
re-diagnosed:2009 |