I am on day two of Clomid. I honestly feel at peace today. I don't believe He will allow me to get pregnant if it's out of His will. I am not doing anything to contradict Him or anything with an evil heart or anything that would not honor Him or honor my family. I think satan uses my racing mind against me. In my heart, I know God will lead me regardless. Medicine will not work if He doesn't want it to. I'm doing what I feel is right and what I need to do to be a mom and to raise a child up in HIM and if He doesn't want it to work, it won't and I'll accept it and thank Him for letting His will be done in my life. I may not understand it but it's ok...He knows what He is doing. I just needed to feel peaceful with my decision to proceed and I didn't last night. I feel much better today. Thank you again ladies...it helps to hear other's prospectives and I agree with many of you. |