listen, you are adequate and worthy and need to be able to know that about yourself before you bring another life into the world...a life you can call worthy and adequate...i can understand your partner not wanting to carry but she's 30 - her eggs will be healthy for several more years..and if she wants a kid so bad and sees just how much this is hurting you than maybe she should step up to the plate and offer her womb for 9months. Not to be too blunt by that, you have time to relax and take your time...you are 24 time is on your side...start with relaxing and focusing on you and your perfect child and your worth and sense of pride for what you WANT! stay calm and don't get wrapped up in the meds, the drs, the stress...once that's removed then keep it simple and plan to do one thing at a time...it may work - it may not...but don't drive yourself crazy and put yourself down so low because of something you cannot change. love yourself.
jen. |