My father recently commented to me that I needed to stop obsessing over my illnesses (PCOS being the main one) & being so withdrawn. I saw myself as what Diamondintherough described... I'm chasing down dr's for diff. treatments trying to get certain tests & things done & sometimes 1-2 dr appts/wk. On top of that I have 2 stay informed on my options and have my yrs of records & medical history down pat in my mind b/c of my multiple problems all in my pelvic area. And I'm not even TTC, but trying to get the best treatment for me.
I have to jump at avail. dr. appts 2 not wait 5 or 6 months...& be on top of my info. b/c a lot of drs don't just lean back like a therapist & say talk...they are rushed & sometimes u have be aggressive w/ them...
I trust God but I feel like I have to do my part as well. I don't know how to stay on top of this & PUSH fwd (b/c alot of dr's r not doing wat's best 4 u) while not allowing it to CONSUME ME. Honestly it has.
I have allowed PCOS to CONSUME MY LIFE b/c I feel like I am not the person I was/should be b/c of the pelvic pain, symptoms & sometims chronic tiredness I have from hormones being off whack. I never not celebrate other's triumphs or mistreat ppl based on this but I hurt my ownself. Emotionally, this is killing me. I don't know what to do but I'm just trying to do the best I can & hope in the end it works out.
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OMG!!! Has Anyone Seen My Period!???
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Current Meds:
Provera, Elmiron, Urelle, Amitriptyline, Omeprazole, Iron,
TTD: Trying to Deal with Pelvic Pain & PCOS. |