How long have you been a Christian? How did you come to know the Lord? With a relationship with Christ, just like any relationship there are times when you don't feel as close and that things are not going as you thought they would. I would suggest you find a prayer partner IRL who can pray for you specifically daily. Then, make sure you are praying to God regularly, not just asking, but also thanking and praising. This is not easy when you are going through the hardest times, but it is the best medicine so to speak. Next start reading Scripture daily. I would suggest Psalms first, as it's a Book of praising and wondering where God is as well as promises of God to His own. |