Emaline,
I feel many of the same things you feel. I have dealt with one failed adoption ( friends releguishment), and only a few months of clomide treatments. I am torn between spending the money on IVF, which will only work if they can make me ovulate, which I have yet to do, or spend 30k or more on an adoption. I would perfer a child that looks like me, but my niece was adopted from Guatemala and is soo beautiful. Now if we proceed with the adoption route, Guatemala is our top choice if it reopens. A domestic adoption can have many complicated strings attached and Russia does not quarentee a young child. I am a strong believer that what is meant to be will be. Best of luck with whatever you choose. |