Hi Malissa. I am newly diagnosed with pcos in sept 08. I have gotten the mild acne so I can't understand totally about that, but I have put on 70lbs. I am disgusted with my body. I feel like all people see is a fat person. I don't feel like a fat person on the inside, I feel like a very very sad version of the old me. I don't feel sexy to me or my husband, how can he want to be with a person like me? Fat, moody, and depressed some of the time. So I can't understand the acne part but I can understand the feeling of being ashamed of oneself. I can understand not talking to anyone about it because how can they really understand when you yourself don't completly get it. I am sorry that you are going through this and I wish that none of us had to feel this way. It just doesn't seem fair. It just doesn't. I don't know what else to tell you other than hang in there and I really hope it gets better for you.
Ashley
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