 I feel like I am a freeak
I hate feeling like no matter what i do i will never be happy. Sometimes I feel like i don't even know who I am anymore. If i don't know how to make myself happy what good will I be to anyone else.
I feel like a freak because of my emtions. I feel like my emtions control me not the other way around. I walk around in a fog. It's like I am living on the outside of my body. I feel stuck in between a rock and a hard place. "Too afraid to live, and too afraid to die"
Nohting is conntected , i am doing thing just to do them. Nothing means anything anymore. |