It is a slippery slope to self pity when things aren't going our way. I remember sitting in the bathtub numb with tears running down my face staring at the BFN sitting on the counter.....How unfair! Why me?? It is easy to be angry because no one wakes up one morning and wishes they had PCOS.
However, I did wake up one morning and say I wanted to be healthy and enjoy life instead of feeling punished by it. I got healthy, let go of all the pounds I had been carrying for security and decided I no longer wished my issues away.....I wished for the good things and focused on what I did have.
I had an unexpected miscarriage one summer even though I was on BCP. I thought it was just a bad period. I found out later that it was indeed a miscarriage. I was so thankful at the time I didn't know because I would have been devastated. Then I stepped back and realized my first thought wasn't of grief or anger over losing a pregnancy.....I had changed my thought patterns enough to think of the good things first. I was so proud of how far I had come. Personal faith and positive energy are what keeps me going!
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Because this all happens for a reason....let's listen and learn.
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