Thank you for all your kind words ladies.
My doctor is going to be doing repeat loss testing on me, since it's my second and given my reproductive history. I am thankful he's not making me wait for another loss. However, I am also aware that even with testing I may not get any answers either. But, it's worth a shot.
I've already been tested for anaphospholipid syndrome once (My sister has it, it is believed to be the cause of the stillbirth of her first child.) My test came back negative though, but I may see if he'll test me again... I know that it can show up on tests and then not show up, depending on if it's active or not. It did with my sister. I know it's not hereditary, necessarily, but you never know.
After I start miscarrying I will have a repeat loss consultation appt. with my doctor.
But, even with the testing and everything... I feel helpless. My body is betraying me with every breath. I'm just... I don't know... waiting for the sky to fall maybe. None of that makes any sense, of course, but... I don't think life makes much sense right now... so it fits.
__________________ Stephanie 24 & DH 24 m/c's: 5/08, 3/09, 11/09
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three inject cycles
7 clomid
TTC +2 years
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