As no one else has suggested this support, I will. Google Joyce Meyer and Joel Osteen. Their messages are informative, uplifting, and encouraging - providing balance for your life. If your library stocks them, both offer cd's as well as books that will surround you with all that is positive and encouraging - and is the basis of all faith(s). You might also want to seek out the Christian music station in your area. I know that I have benefited from surrounding myself with all of these positive sources of support has helped me.
Please take good care and take heart - you will get through your present concerns and move on to a brighter tomorrow.
