 Waiting to miscarry
I can't sleep. My betas were good. I spotted once at 6 weeks. My ultrasound at 6w6d showed a slow heartbeat and baby measuring almost 2 weeks behind. Next ultrasound wasn't much better. I go from ok to angry to crying. I have no hope this will be ok...the dates are correct. So I just want to know when and how much longer will I be pregnant? I feel like all I do is wait...I hate that so much of me is waiting....and this wait is the worst.
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hil
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DS, born 2006, conceived on 5th round of clomid
TTC#2 since 1/2008:
--3 cycles, 3 clomid cycles,1 femara cycle: BFNs
--1 cycle: BFN
--1 femera cycle (5 mg), IUI: BFP but 9w3d u/s = no heart beat, trisomy 10, girl
--weight loss of over 30 pounds
--2 cycles: BFN then a BFP with early miscarriage
--back to Femera/ IUI, cycle #2: BFN
--Femera/ IUI, cycle #3: BFN
--Femera/IUI, cycle #4: BFP! Great HB at 6w 3d and 7w 3d amd 9 w ultrasounds! |