Chrisy: I am sorry for your loss (*hugs*)
I think I'm okay. I'm still out of it though, very emotionally unstable, hormonally imbalanced, and I've been popping vicodin like it's candy. I can tell when it's wearing off, the pain starts to slowly kick itself up notch by notch.
Of course, with everything that happened, my mind's defense mechanism is kicking in (with the aid of the narcotics) and I am already beginning to forget the pain I was in. I remember the intensity, I don't think you can forget six hours of hell, but I am beginning to forget just how it felt. Like the memory is being safely folded away. Out of sight and mind.
__________________ Stephanie 24 & DH 24 m/c's: 5/08, 3/09, 11/09
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three inject cycles
7 clomid
TTC +2 years
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