Oh gosh Amberlyn, What a nightmare. It is one of those risks that we all know about going in, but we hope and pray that it doesn't happen to us. I do know the pain you are feeling. I lost a biological child. You seem to have a really good attitude, but it is ok to let yourself grieve. It is a loss. I hope that your next match works out.
I would like to join this list. We had our home study done in February and have sent in our paper work. We are waiting to tie up a couple of loose ends. We should be official by the end of March. We are adopting from an agency in Utah because Utah's laws are better than in South Carolina. We are very cautiously hopeful. We have already been through so much TTC, losing a child, TTC, and now adoption. I just don't know if we could handle another loss.
Good luck to you all!
__________________ 10/20/07 BFP
U/S at 35 weeks detected heart defect
DD born 6/2/08
Received her wings on 6/5/08
Caroline Elizabeth always in my heart |