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Old 03-16-2009, 05:14 PM   #1 (permalink)
~Traci~
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Default I must be completely insane...thinking of TTC again...

I didn't really know where to put this but I thought here would be appropriate here since everyone here understands the fear of trying again.

I called my old RE to get my records to see a new RE (we moved to a different state). I think I'm really grasping @ straws for answers...

We adopted our DD from China 19 months ago & we want her to have a sibling! I've always seen myself as a mom to "more than 1". We can't/don't want to adopt from China again for multiple reasons, we're afraid of going to another country, & we don't want to adopt domestically. Our only option is to TTC again.

I'm totally terrified @ this b/c there is no explaination of WHY I had so many (4) m/c's a few years ago. I'm hoping if I see a new dr (which actually is an old dr that I saw about 9 years ago & he dx'd me w/ PCOS!) maybe he'll have another idea to help me STAY pg but there's just no guarantee.

I'm completely terrified to attempt this for a couple reasons. 1. I'll be 35 in June & 2. a horrible fear of more m/c's when we don't even know why it happened in the 1st place. Please tell me I'm crazy to be attempting this again...

Thanks for reading,
Traci
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Married 6 years (1/16/03) to my wonderful husband!
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1 DD (B: 9/06; A: 8/07)
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2 fur kitties- 9 angels (Single Loss 05/03; Quad Loss 09/03-D&C; Twin Loss 02/04; Twin Loss 2004. All RPL testing "normal" No cause found ('05 & '09)

New Gonal-F cycle started 9/5/09- Cancelled 9/14/09 due to too many follies all growing the same (all under 10mm still) Started Soy 120mg CD12-16!
RE said IVF next
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....starting IVF Feb/March 2010

2550mg Met
100mcg Levothroxine
Prenatal
Baby ASA
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