hhopkins7998,
I am so sorry for all your losses. I have experienced 2 losses and my heart goes out to you. I would encourage you get some testing completed so you can try and find some answers. If your MD will not listen to you, it might be time to see another MD. I also want to encourage you to talk with your MD about the self harm thoughts; seeing a counselor/therapist might also be helpful in processing the significant amount of grief you are experiencing. Please take care of yourself and ask for help. |