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tcrock02 · 03-18-2009, 10:51 AM

Bella, first thanks for your comments i really appreciate your support. hubby is kinda ignoring the subject these days and my friends dont know what to say so they say nothing. and if i try to talk about it i just cry and then i cant convey what i want to say. online it is less intimidating and i feel that since we all understand what we are feeling it is easier to talk if that makes any sense at all. as for my progesterone i did have it checked at the beginning of my 3rd pg and it was within range so that was not the problem. i have not been checked for fibrods or anything like that and my insurance is soon to be over because i only had medicaid while i was pg. life just doesnt seem fair. since i run a home daycare dh is the only one that can get insurance adn thankfully he is looking for a new job so we can have some. the funny part about that is i have been praying about him lookin buti didnt want to harp on him do it worked out perfectly. i pray he has success he has a great lead but will need some additional training that he is not thrilled about. MEN!! It seems like the 30th will never come. but i think AF is just around the corner cuz i have been cramping for days. i havent been using protection either so that scares me also.
i know u are scared to get pg again and it is hard to decide what to do. but my need to have a child is greater than my fear i guess. my pastors wife had a vision of me and my dh holding a baby. and i am holding tight to that. i dont know when or how but i trust in God to make my dream a reality. i would do whatever the dr told me to do. inject whatever, take whatever. its nuts what we are willing to do to concieve a child dont you think? poke me, prod me, i dont care just do whatever!!!!Thanks for the baby dust i return it to you as well. it would be cool to get pg together!! i will let you know what happens the 30th but feel free to message me anytime i usually check this everyday. (((((HUGS))))