TTCTeacher

I cant even believe this. I go for an ultrasound on Wednesday and now one day later I am preparing to have an abortion. They can call it a fancy D and C, but its an abortion. Ok sure they say the baby is non-viable, but I still feel disgusted.

My RE was concerned that my gest sac was so large that if I do m/c naturally I could end up in a lot of pain, or not pass it all so he suggested a D and C. I also cant see how I could walk around for God knows how long with a dead baby inside of me.

I am so scared that thie D and C will do damage to me and Ill never have a baby. But the RE and the OB both said because my body is not spotting, still having all pg. symptoms, that my body could take a long time like weeks or it could be days to even realize the baby is gone. I couldnt risk being at work, my husband out of town and starting to bleed at work. No option is good, natural waiting or D and C, but I cant help but second guess myself.

WHy did this happen. I cant function, I dont know if I will ever be normal again.

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