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TTCTeacher · 03-23-2009, 06:29 PM

Jen-I PM'd you but mine was the same way-went for a short ( so i thought) ultrasound and no heartbeat. NOthing. No warning. No cramps, no spotting, no change in symptoms. Had a ton of u/s done and all showed nothing. I had the D and C friday.

Mine went FINE! And let me tell you-my lap/hys surgery was awful-I was soo sick and didnt function for 2 days afterwards, but this I was walking like 30 min later and left the hops. even. Now emotionally I am a disaster and really dont know what to do, but physically I feel like I am healing, inside.

I consulted my Re and 2 OB's and all said to do the D and C. Its quicker and safer-it makes sure no tissue is left behind and this way no danger of hemorrhaging. I plan to TTC again-I dont know when, but they al said waiting could take days to several weeks-and thats dangerous. I stopped my crinone and I lost what must have been the mucous plug Friday when i peed at the hopsital, so the OB said my body was starting, but we still did the D and C. I swear it does not hurt! Over the weekend I tried to do some shopping and eating( sure get fatter to dull the pain) and I could-I have mild spotting and cramps like AF.

It makes no sense. I am so angry and I start crying at the drop of a hat. Ihave been TTC for 8 years and this was my first REAL BFP! Nothing was going wrong-there was no reason. My RE said 40% of pregnancies end in m/c, and most are due to chromosomal problems. Nothing we did caused this. He also said 90% of women who have had a m/c go on to have healthy pregnancies-I have to hold onto those odds. I was 8 weeks, well I would have been on Sat, so I had it one day shy of the 8 week mark.

I am here for you-I cant see my friends, I dont wanna even see a fking ticker right now-so if you need me, I am here. I can give you my email also!

I pray for you to have strength, at least for yourself, I keep remembering to breathe, but thats all i can do each day so far.