 Over Emotional?
Hey ladies! I have a question for you. All my life I have been super attached to my Mom. And because she had me later in life, a fear of mine has always been her passing before I could grow up. Now that I am an adult, and see she is still here, I can't let go of my irrational fear of losing her. Sometimes it just hits me out of no where, some day my Mom is going to pass away and I don't know how I can handle that. The fear of losing her goes way beyond what I feel is normal. She's been my rock for everything, and to think that one day I won't have her to turn to reduces me to tears. I just can't help dwelling on it from time to time, and even though it hasn't happened yet, it's like I can feel my desire to live deminish. This can't be normal, right? Could this possibly be just a part of my chronic depression, even though I am treated for it?
__________________ Jaime
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Kevin
Dr's said I was dead at birth; I'm alive
Dr's said I had cancer @ age 3; No cancer
Dr's said I wouldn't live past 16; I'm 27
Dr's said I may never have kids of my own; God (and I) will beat that one too
TTC a sticky miracle since '06 - 3 m/c
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