Salams,
To all sisters. I am new here. I was recomemded here by a dear friend. I also have PCOS and was diagnosed not so long ago. Since ive been diagnosed Ive been for many tests and scans. I have jus finished my 2nd cycle of clomid @ 100mg and progesterone capsules. I have been reading the many comments and advice posted on the site and feel really good that we can help each other out in these difficult times.
I also dont know whats wrong with me lately, I use to be a very happy and bubbly person. Just a couple of days ago a close relative gave birth to a beautiful healthy baby boy. seeing them together just bought soo much emotion, hurt and jealousy inside.It just reminded me of everything i dont have.... Later that day my DH rang, and we talked about everything that was upsetting me, and he made me realise that I should be thankful to Allah for everything that I have in my life.
Allah SWT has created a cure for every illness. the medicine will only work as long as it is Allahs will. If it is not Allah's will that a person should get better, then no medicine in the world will heal that person. Therefore never think that it is the medicine that has cured the person. It is Allah who cures the sick. If Allah wills that a patient be cured, then He will comand the medicine to work. If need be Allah can even command dust to act as a medicinal cure. At the same time Allah can command the most expensive and best medicine not to work.
Whatever Allah does, it is for our benefit, Whenever we are ill our sins decrease. when we are patient our status in the hereafter increases and disasters are averted from us. In patience we become humble. In health and fitness we are heedless and reckless. In sickness we realise our mistakes and count our blessings.
For muslims, an illness is a great blessing and reward from Allah. But in this illness there is also a great trail for us. We should be thankful to allah in all conditions. We should be patient and happy with whatever Allah has written for us. We should never become disheartened and utter anything which we may later regret.
Therefore I urge us all to make a little effort and strengthen our heart and mind and resign to the fact that if this is what pleases Allah we are willing to sacrifice our lives. If we show patience and do not utter any unlawful words and then die in this condition, imagine the reward that Allah will bestow on his servants who sacrifices their life relying on him. If on the other hand we get better and regain our health and fitness, we also gain an immense reward and status from Allah. We have maintained our faith and gained in this world and the hereafter.
Prayers is a timely prescription for beleivers. Therefore perform five times daily, its a complete physical and mental exercise. Rely on Allah, and ask him to give you strength. May Allah give us all that is good for us, make it easy for us to obtain it and keep us on the straight path when we do. It says in the Quraan that children are one of the blessings, bestowed on a good marraige. May Allah bless all our lives with this blessing. May Allah grant us pateince, may HE protect, forgive and have mercy on us all, and grant us all jannatul firdoz...AMEEN.
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