I UNDERSTAND COMPLETEL I HAVE THOSE FEELINGS TOWARD M OLDER SISTER SHE PECTICALLY RAISED ME SHE IS MY BEST FRIEND AND I CAN'T GO A DAY WITHOUT TALKING TO OR SEEING HER BUT I HAVE THAT SAME FEAR , SOMETIMES IT JUST HITS ME AND All i can do is pray , i think if anything were to ever happen i wold have to be put in a home the love i have is so strong that the feaar is criplling |