Hi,
Roxy, I'll be having my d+c tomorrow too. I'm so sorry for all of us.
I am blessed with a 3 year old son after alot of clomid (I totally know how lucky I am). This was TTC#2 for me, and it was not going well. But the higher dose of femera worked...I had hoped I was done. That I could had in my RE parking sticker, etc. But I never do anything the "easy" way.
Had one spotting episode at 6 weeks. U/s at 7 weeks showed 5 weeks baby with slow heartbeat. The u/s after that showed a little stronger h/b, the one after that, a little stronger. Then I took a break. I went in today at 9w3d and no heart beat. D+c tomorrow. (office procedure without anesthesia...what am I thinking).
After over 2 weeks of this, knowing it would end, I'm glad it will be over. I still have mymoments but no more hysteria like with the first u/s. At that point, I realized through the hysteriaI needed to decide....keep going or just stop. I decided to keep going. It's my mantra...keep going. It helps. But I still have my moments.
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hil
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DS, born 2006, conceived on 5th round of clomid
TTC#2 since 1/2008:
--3 cycles, 3 clomid cycles,1 femara cycle: BFNs
--1 cycle: BFN
--1 femera cycle (5 mg), IUI: BFP but 9w3d u/s = no heart beat, trisomy 10, girl
--weight loss of over 30 pounds
--2 cycles: BFN then a BFP with early miscarriage
--back to Femera/ IUI, cycle #2: BFN
--Femera/ IUI, cycle #3: BFN
--Femera/IUI, cycle #4: BFP! Great HB at 6w 3d and 7w 3d amd 9 w ultrasounds! |