I feel like that sometimes. I can't have children, and I took my niece to a kiddie concert once and they were singing "Puff the Magic Dragon," which I associate with my dad. I started crying uncontrollably. My parents had my older, and I'm an only child, so I do have a fear of losing them. My father had cancer last year, and at that point I actually got LESS emotional. But I do have an irrational (?) fear of losing my beloved husband. |