JustinD

I don't care about physical appearance, because I have already found out that she is the most beautiful person in the world....I am prepared for the health issues and the fertility issues.....

Here is what I am going through now....My baby is going through a really really painful time right now....she doesn't know what is happening....she has been to the gyno and they just said it was normal and that she will be in severe pain, but the stupid gyno wont treat pain....SO she went to her regular doctor and he prescribed her with pain medication....The pain medication helps her for about 10 minutes and then it is done....She really really wants and needs to see a specialist that specialises in Endo (because she has both endo and PCOS), but her insurance will only pick up 60% of the bill....and I know I cant afford it, but I know she really needs to see one....I want to help her so bad, but I know I have to finish this semester of college....It kills me everytime that we talks because I can hear it in her voice that she is in pain and I know there just is nothing I can do....

Also, she lives in Texas and I am in michigan....she really really wants me and needs me by her side and I know I can't leave because of school...I am trying to get her up here, but I just don't have the money....I really really want to be there for her and I just feel like I am failing her when I am not....(sorry for getting all emotional, but that is the way I feel)...

So that is my situation....sorry if I didn't put it into the proper structure, but I just put it the way it is happening...if you want to put some input, it would be greatly appreciated....just if you want to say something...feel free

Thank You for the compliments and support,
Justin D.