Oh my Goodness... You have just said EVERYTHING I feel... it's hit me evennn more lately though...
but I've known up2 5 people that have passed this yr.. and one of them was my neighbor ... her son was banging our door crying "mama... wake up mam... wake up.. oh no.. oh please" and I had to call for the Ambulance etc...... and saw her body.. that was soo emotional.. and since then my fear of my mum dying has hit the roof... certain times I check on her to make sure she is ok and she'll be happily on the computer etc... it's sooo bad... I've even burst out in tears thinking of it before ... I'm her only child... she's all I've had.... she's my rock too"".. She had me at 29...
I'm happy to have seen this thread!
I've also beeen getting emotional about other stuff the past couple of weeks.. me and my partner had an arguement about our puppy... then once over I looked in the mirror and then ended up crying on his shoulder... he thought it was because of the argument... but it wasn't.. I looked in the mirror n was disgusted at myself
been kinda down recently....
sorry.. vent time!
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