 Anyone?
Does anyone ever feel like they are on a long emotional train ride and your ready to get off?? I feel like I am on this train 24/7.
I am always emotional. I am now learning that some of it has to do with PCOS. I've already been diagnosed as bipolor and manic depressive. I have horrible mood swings and anxiety and irritability.
One minute I can be happy as can be and the next I am so angry that I'm yelling at my DH and kids. Then a lil while later I am fine again. then I feel horrible for yelling and while I am fine they are all still mad and pouting.
Lately I am like this more often. I'm dealing with a lot in my life right now. I just lost my Mom in Jan. Found out the Dad that raised me insn't my bio dad. It's so much to deal with and I feel like I am dealing with it all on my own!!
I'm going insane! Some days I have horrible thoughts and the only thing keeping me from doing them is the love I have for my kids.
Am I crazy? Today is one of my train days.
Ok,I've rambled enough. Thanks for listening! |