 Scared of Moving On
So, I'm still up at 4:51 in the morning. I'm slated to go back to work on Monday, after having my D&C on Thursday. I don't have to, but part of me feels like I should to try to get some sense of normalcy back for myself. I'm petrified that I may burst out crying at anything....any reminder. I could take more time, but I feel like I would only be delaying the inevitable, KWIM? I think DH keeping his feelings bottled up is bothering me too. I am giving him his space as I know men grieve differently, but I think him just talking about his feelings would help me abit.
Any thoughts or suggestions?
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"Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God..." Philippians 4:6
Jenn, DH, & DD 5
Baby #2 ANGEL Baby/D&C 3/26/09
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Cycle 2 - RE consult on 11/24/09! Praying to make our family grow to 4!
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