PCOS Message Board - View Single Post - Think I wish Someone had told me after my 1st M/C

tcrock02 · 04-01-2009, 11:35 AM

Roxy i dont mind sharing my results. I guess my biggest fear is that they find nothing wrong and cant give me any answers. if there is a problem i have read so much research that there is a fix to most of them. i dont care if i have to take pills or give myself shots or whatever just please give me an answer,you know what i mean. This last m'/c was harder on me then the others because i was so confident since starting metformin that everything would be different than the others. I still worried about every twinge or cramp. it is stinky how m/c robs you of your joy when you finally get your BFP again. i am 38 and so worried that my time is running out. me and dh have no children together. all the children i have are from my previous marriage even my adopted ones. i so want 2 share that with him. i feel like my body is betraying me and it i have days when i am just down right ANGRY>>>>I will post my results hopefully today but probably not til i get home from church tonight.... i look forward to hearing yours also when you finnaly get your blood work done. They took about 6 vials...

Wannabemom-i know what you mean bout it just hitting you but i try hard to be strong for my family. i cry after t hey are in bed. with this last m/c as soon as i came thru the door my kids met me and we have a good cry together. that was when it hit me that it effects them as well as me and i would rather hurt alone. stupid i guess... i did want to tell you that i copied the verse from your signature when i seen it on another post and i hung it on my frig. It is a comfort 2 me