 Where do I go from here?
Ladies-
It has taken me two years to get BFP's and both BFP's have had miscarriages (December at 5.5 weeks and March at 5 weeks).
I have had multiple lost testing and the test results came back fine. I do not have immunities to my husband ect.
Genetic testing came back from March mc and the twins saw no chromosones missing (girls)
The natural miscarriage in March did not totally leave my system (betas kept going up). I had a D&C done 1 week ago. While they were in there, they did a laproscopy and found........NOTHING WRONG.
Yes,I know that some would say that is great. However, why do I keep loosing these babies.
I feel defeated, because what more can I do. I have an enforced break of TTC until June, but I dont know what will happen in June. I cannot keep taking drugs praying for a BFP and then having my dream taken away from me!
SAD AND DEFEATED-Any ideas? |