I know how you feel.
I never really even thought about having kids until I was diagnosed. Now I think about it all the time, and it's hard to deal with.
I not only have a lot of depression from PCOS, but I also have anxiety. If not for the weight gain (and having a hard time losing), for the possibility I may not be able to have children, to just not being able to be normal.
I go to a therapist, maybe you should too? It might help.
Just remember, you're not the only one out there. It's still very possible to have kids, and if not, you can adopt. You'll be a mother one day somehow
