Jenn ~ I so know how you mean. After my first m/c I was like Ok how do I handle this? I feel so much but whats the right way to go about mourning all this. I don't know if I ever truly mourned like I should, but eventually it all caught up with me. A few months after the m/c in January I could have cried at any given time. It's a lot to handle... those dates that you keep in mind always creep up on you and you think "Oh I should be doing this today". I was telling my Mom tonight since I'm about to fly to Indiana to see her that on the Monday I arrive I may not be myself because it was my original due date. I'm happy though she's very supportive and just says "You have every right to feel sad on that day. I'm sad too, that was my grandbaby". I guess we just continue on and do what our bodies tell us to. Maybe there is no right way? Maybe there is just the way we do it and the way we suck things up to get by each day. Either way, I'm sure we'll both be here for each other through the rough and happy times in the future.
