Roxy i am sending hugs, tissue, and virtual chocolate your way. I wish we could just all wish this terrible pain away. Your posts brought tears to my eyes, It is only here that i can say what i feel without feeling like i have to watch what i say. No one around me understands what it is like to see a pregnant woman and want to just disappear. My DH deserves a child and i feel like i am failing him as well. GRRRRRR.....Stupid PCOS, Stupid hormones.... why cant we all just be normal? As i sat in the Dr's office waiting for my appointment Wednesday i could hear the doppler sounds of fetal heartbeats from adjoining and i just wanted to fall apart and die. Why not me? Why not us? Ok so what we are having a pity party. We deserve at that dont u think? I dont even drink but boy would i like to just be unconscious right now....
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Angel 1 -4/06-5wks
Angel 2 1/08( stephanie grace) 6wks
Angel 3 2/09 (steven blestman) 8wks
Current meds: ba, prenatal, 2mg folic acid & B complex- Dx'd with PCOS 1/08
dx'd with mthfr homo. 4/09
Entering a clinical study for clomid/Femera-
Tammy-39-Steve 48-ttc 6 years
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