 I totally get it!!!!
I know how you feel... but I don't know how to help!! Just that you're not alone.
I'm there today... I just woke up and I'm having an 'angry day' as I told my hubby tonight. I just get angry at everyone and everything, and part of me wants to cry, but there is no tears, and my brain won't stop running, and everything that has been bad for a long time comes up and I get soo soo soooooooo frustrated, that, if you can't tell, I can't sleep.
It's all very infuriating. It sucks.... I don't have heart palpatations, but my stomach gets sour, and all my muscles tense, and my head gets this warm tingly feeling, and I get a big flushed, so maybe that's the same thing. Nothing really hurts, I just feel like I'm running on full speed and if I don't break something or someone, I might... it's not fun!!
Guess it doesn't help that today was the culmination of a lot of other problems too, and that I tend to be the 'dumping ground' of my families drama. Have a problem? Go to Brittnie, she can deal. Yeah, well one day people will find out... hmm.. well.. uh, yeah.... sorry, I think I just commandeered your post!! (I'd post a lol but I don't feel in the least bit like laughing... so maybe I'll just say chagrined)
Good luck, and if you find something that helps, let me know (or a way to induce a long cry, that would be great too!!)
No, I'm not crazy....I swear, we all get out down times.
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Julia Rose
b:07-09-2004
Wanting to conceive!!
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