Ivetastedflight-- That is really interesting. I actually have a familial history of bipolar disorder in my family, especcially the women, to sometimes a rather extreme case. I actually was quite worried a couple of years ago and went to have it tested, but I was told that it wasn't likely that I suffered with it. Apparently all the other bizarre events in my life had a lot more to do with it. Also the bottling of emotions for too long of a time that a small trigger, (a dream, a comment, hitting my head) tends to bring it out.... medication is possible, but not recommended (by three different shrinks), just therapy. I have a pretty screwy life history...
Last week was hard mostly cause, since my husband is laid off, we had no money, and were about to get our electric shut off, and my father (who both he and his wife earn 75/year plus each) was complaining about his bills. And my in laws have been rotten to my hubby again, so it was a bit overwhelming. I'm a control freak, so when things get out of control, I tend to freak. Or when I feel insecure about something. It's been very difficult recently as far as that goes, but my husband is pretty good with helping me through that. It happens a lot more than it used to because he is able to shoulder and protect me from some things like that.
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Julia Rose
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