i was having that problem this morning, screaming at dh cause he won't help me clean up. i get tired of the same old problems, and i have days where my main thought is that i give up. i am tired of all the extra work and effort that goes into being just 50 lbs overweight, not 100. or having just a few breakouts instead of a pizza face. it's like im never going to get any better so why try. after years of dieting and exercising and meds when can i lose another 10 or 15 lbs. i have given up on 170. il settle for 185. just give me something. and then this afternoon all the anger and bitterness has me thinking i don't need to get pg and be a mom. that i will be a bad mom. that i don't deserve it. that if i could get pg i would just get so ridiculously fat that i would want to drive off a cliff!
oh man, im kinda glad we all have those days. i feel so weird when im like this. its just on of those days where i want to give up so im not getting dissapointed anymore.
__________________ me 28 dh 27 BFP 5/11/09 ds born 10/23/09
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