Sparkling - I'm so sorry for your loss. Have you had RPL testing? What did it show?
My doctor said that signs of my last m/c pointed to genetics. He wasn't treating me with my first, but I found out I was miscarrying the day I started bleeding - and it all happened naturally in one day. So, I believe that one was as well.
But with him saying that, it's so hard to believe. My doc understands that, he just says he's seen so many pregnancies over the years and this one looks to be genetics and that my chances of miscarrying continue to be 25-35% each time and that there seems to be no correlation. But, how can I believe that after 2 in a row. How many do I have to endure?
I honestly think I could/would endure it again. I just want a child! I'm not saying it's any easier for those of you who already have children, but I continue to feel empty after having them.
Sorry for the pity party - it just totally sucks! And I hate that it's not something I can control -- I have to let nature and medicine take its course. I'm only along for the ride.
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TTC 12/07
DX 12/08
M/C 3/08, 4/09, 11/09
But these things I plan won't happen right away.
Slowly, steadily, surely, the time approaches when the vision will be fulfilled.
If it seems slow, be patient! For it will surely take place.
It will not be late by a single day. |