 Losing hope
DH and I are done with the homestudy and have signed a contract with an agency that is valid for two years - we are one year into it already and have had no birthmothers contact us at all. i'm starting to think motherhood is never going to happen for me. this is our last option. we did two rounds of IVF, one unsuccessful, one that was but i MC'd at 8 weeks. we are out of money, and i am very nearly out of hope. it's a horrible feeling and i can't shake it no matter what.
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Married, 3 Step kids
Diagnosed with PCOS 1/9/02
"With men this is impossible, but with God all things are possible" (Matt. 19:26). |