 I'm at a loss for words
I've posted on here that I've been struggling a lot with my life with hair issues (mainly loss which started at 17) and so many other things.. My family hasn't been understanding about the whole PCOS issue at all and they've decided to throw a party this sunday for someone getting married.. I don't really want to be seen because I don't want anyone to comment on my appearence.. I feel so UGLY and I haven't feeling very well.. SO many things have happened and I finally got into a fight with my mother and blurted out that I was molested and so was my cousin my grandfather when I was a child.. She's already stressed about her job and my sickness she just completely had a breakdown and started crying... I didn't expect this reaction from her and I'm not sure if she's going to be OKAY..
I'm really concerned.. my health is going terribly (I have more issues then just PCOS) honestly all I wanted was for her to cancel the party bc these people are so judgemental.. I've already been feeling like life is worthless and having been crying for days non-stop... I didn't mean for this to come out and now she's hurt.. I wonder if something happens to me what will happen to her.. I'm really concerned, can anyone please help me? |