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Old 04-23-2009, 09:43 AM   #1 (permalink)
Acajou73
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Default I feel so much hatred and bitterness

I don't know how to get over this. I don't know how to not feel like i'm being punished. I don't understand how women who don't care about their children. Who beat and abuse them can have children so easily. I would be a good mother. I don't want to be bitter. I feel like it is swallowing me whole.
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4/2/09 +HPT
Met 3x750, Klexane 80ml 2xd,asp 81mg,cal.286g,iron 100
heartbeat seen 4/14,16,24,28&5/5,18,28,2,9/6 hb=176 28.5 hb=161.86, 6.2&9 hb=154.8
b6/29 baby 185g,7/28 343g IT'S A BOY!!!!
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